Wednesday, July 14, 2010

D latest ones...

There is quite a lil difference between what i wish FOR u and what i wish FROM u...cz all i wish for u is to be FINE forever and all i wish from u is to be MINE forever...

U cud have a hundred different reasons to hate me....but dere will always be the one guud reason not to!!!Its LOVE...mine for u...unparalleled...unnoticed and unending...now,ever and forever...

The least I xpectd f u ws 2 respect my feelings...I understood it quite wel wen u cudnt value dem,”u cn nvr frce sm1 2 feel d same way u do fr dem”...If nothing else,atleast u shud've remembrd dat dose feelings,they wer fr u...so wen u mock dem,do remembr dis,wid me u r makin a mockery of urself n ur self respect...n really,m glad nw dat things turned out the way they are nw...Thnx 2 u,nw I wnt mourn,rather I pity U…

I've
learned..I came alone n I ve to go alone..I've learned..Ppl are wid u
nly wen dey need u,nt otherwise..I've learned..Extra care f any1 by u
wil ultimately bring a blame fr u,nt appreciation..I've learned..A
simple lie f ur close 1 cn brk u more dn anything..I've learned..Its
hard to weep alone wen dere is no shoulder 2 support..ULTIMATELY,I've
learned..Help ppl bt nt beyond d point f ur dignity!!Dats lyf..

A dream...after ol d entanglements wid fate,seemed to b ma only escape route...wantd it to b a success,b it my last...but hw do I proceed??Each step I tread brings nytmares f d past,of d words unsaid,of d sights unseen,of d feelings not expressed...I hv yet to figure out wat z more achievable,pursuing my dream wid nightmares haunting my way ol along or letting go of d one last wish to achieve reality thru my words...

When the MAGIC in a
relation goes TRAGIC,know that its time to step back...even if it
hurts,especially when it does...

Ur ignorance hurts....but not cuz u didnt care...its coz u knew all along that I DID...

‎...And I almost had you, but I guess that doesn't cut it. Almost had you and I didn't even know it. You kept me guessing and now I guess that I spent my time missing you and I almost had you. I almost wish you would've loved me too.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

nu ones...

If u still dont get it, just frget it...

They say it becomes quite easy to loose anything wen you are surrounded by love....but what do I do if love is the 1 thing that I need to loose??

Tell me once how you really feel...for then i would be satisfied that my love was not all in vain...even if not love,atleast it made you feel something for me...let it be ignorance...

♥In love...all over again...with the moment...with everything around...♥

I tried so hard, I waited long enough,but you never let me love you...but now that i have accepted it all,why won't your thoughts let me love another??Why can't you just leave....completely....forever??

If only...U had looked a lil further,
If only...I had tried a bit harder,
If only...U had thought a lil deeper,
If only...I said it all a bit sooner,
maybe something could have been better...But there is no way to know...coz It all begins with an 'If Only'...

I try to talk to u,bt I dun knw wat to say.I m afraid u dun want
me to say anything.So I don't.Bt inside f me dere r wrds w8ng to cme
out.And tell u how I feel-like
how I miss u.And how I love u despite my
broken heart.And how I need u in my life.And especially how much I want u.But dose wrds may forever stay in my hea...rt-locked inside.Smtimes I wonder
if there are words locked inside u too..but I'll never know.

I guess i was wrong...to have loved you ...i think u were right to have said,"its not wrth waiting for"...
but does that matter??I think not...because...
For you i never existed and you are the only 1 I wished to exist for...

I need just 1 reason to let go...i wanna stop holding on...please gimme that 1 good reason to move on,coz it pains a lot to miss u since u hv been gone...

Stayin alone never hurts too much,what actually kills the insides of you is having to live with that feeling even with a crowd around you...just because that one person isn't around...that 1 person whose presence overshadows everything else...

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Some more lines that i wrote and some that impressed me a lot...

Its still like the old times...'I' am here, 'YOU' are here too, the only difference being that this is not where 'WE' were supposed to be...

Each day is a realization that however hard I try,whatever I change,I will always be all that you don't want me to be...

The human life is made up of choices. Yes or no. In or out. Up or down. And then there are the choices that matter. Love or hate. To be a hero or to be a coward. To fight or to give in. To live. Or die. Live or die. That's the important choice. And it's not always in our hands.

'ME' ver 3.0.....

Some people not only expect opportunity to knock, they expect it to beat down the door....

A month filled with revelations,realizations and regrets....

It's not like you didn't know that I said I love you and I swear I still do....It must have been so bad 'Cause living with me would have damn near killed you...This is how you remind me Of what I really am...

Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep...Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars....Look at the stars fall down....And wonder where did I go wrong.

Just because everything is different doesn't mean anything has changed.

Let the rain come down,,
And wash away my tears,,,
Let it fill my soul,,,
And drown my fears,,,
Let it shatter the walls,,,
For a new sun,,,
A new day has come...

If it's wrong to do what's right then tell me about this feeling inside...
If loving you with all my hearts a crime...
Then I'm Guilty....

I'm not calling for a second chance, I'm screaming at the top of my voice. Give me reason but don't give me choice. 'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.

If I had known this was gonna be so simple,I would have been here much sooner..:)

This silence hurts me more than anything you could say...

What if U were to know how I still feel???

What if I m the 'BAD GUY'???

I don’t feel like I am strong enough, ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome, And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away.

There z a lot that i wanna say to u,but the words that i have are too short for anything... All i can say is that i never meant to hurt u...

Those chocolate days....

Sometimes you have to leave behind all of your troubles and face the good parts of life because it’s better to look forward to something than to look back at all the pain.

I could wait forever, for that one moment when you would reach out for me and let me know that what i did was right...but all i need to know for now is that, will that wait ever be worth it??

Anyhow... I'm fine, I mean not that I'm over it, but little by little it's getting easier to pretend it's easier, which means easier might be right around the corner..

Monday, April 19, 2010

The desire

The desire to live,
The wish to survive,
In a moment so long,
Just for 'U' do I strive...

The pain to miss,
The tears that roll down my eyes,
I try to hide it all,
My face painted with smiles...

That moment of truth,
The 'U' missing from the 'US',
Ever since i realized,
The 'Me' never mattered less...

The attempts that I made,
The times I tried to end it all,
I wish at least 1 had gone through,
But looks like ending 'ME' isn't just my call...

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Saaya..(a couple of lines that crossed my mind during my last xam)




Ik gumnaam andheri raat me,ik tanha sunsaan raah pe,

koi anjaan shaqs chalta hai,

Na use khud ki fikar,na hai koi jaan ka darr,

yuhi vo shaqs chalta hai,

Aankhen uski nam hain,saansen bhi madhham hain,

kuch aise hi vo chalta hai,

Koi manzil nahi jise paana ho,na koi rehne ka thikana ho,

akela vo chala jaata hai,

Ek saathi tha vo chuut gaya,ek sapna muqammal hoke tuut gaya,

lekar seene me ye gham,vo anjaana chalta hai,

Kucha ladkhadata hua, girta sambhalta,bejaan awaara,

vo shaqs chalta hai,

Na jaane kyu vo jaana pechaaana lagta hai,

duur se to koi deewana sa lagta hai.

Kareeb se dekhta hun to ehsaas hota hai,

ye to chand ki roshni me mera hi SAAYA mere sang chalta hai....

Friday, August 14, 2009

The beginning...just a couple of carefully selected lines that i really like...

People say hate is a strong word, but so is love ...and people throw it around like it’s just… nothing.

There's always going to be that one person you wish you could be with even after knowing that person doesn't wanna be with you.


I keep myself busy with things to do, but every time I pause...I still think of you.


I've been trying not to love you. I've been putting up a fight. I've been barely holding on and letting go with all my might. There's a part of me that's empty, I know only love can fill. I'm afraid I'll never find it, and scared to death I will.


Have you ever wanted to believe in something so badly, but you just couldn't ignore the voice in the back of your mind saying, "It's not true"?
"No matter where you are, no matter where your life may take you, and no matter who you're with, you'll always have a piece of my heart."

You have to learn when to give up, when to walk away, Even if it hurts ... Especially if it hurts

I think part of the reason why we hold on to something so tight is because we fear something so great won't happen twice

Behind my smile is a hurting heart…
Behind my laugh, I’m falling apart…
Look closely at me and you will see…
The guy I am ... isn’t really me.



Sometimes we get second chances, and sometimes we never make it past the first

This silence hurts me more than anything you could say

I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.

It’s like being in a tornado that just won't stop ripping you apart. Except that finally it does, finally the wind dies down and you’re still standing.

I want someone to care so much even though I say I don't. I push people who start to love me away because I know that if they stopped loving me it would kill me… but everything kills me anyways


When your throat starts to clench and tingle & your heart gets so warm, the heat travels through your body. When your stomach starts to feel, those unforgiving butterflies that, spark the instant flow of tears. That’s the worst pain you'll ever feel, that's your heart breaking


There’s a light in my eyes but its too bright to see & a pain in my heart where you used to be. I guess I was wrong to think you were waiting for me...cause there's a light in your eyes, but its not burning for me.

I'd give you my heart, but broken things aren't pretty

A thousand words, but none were spoken, guess there's nothing left to say...another dream just got broken, guess things just turn out that way.

The days will always be brighter because she existed. The nights will always be darker because she’s gone. And no matter what anybody says about grief, and about time healing all wounds, the truth is, there are certain sorrows that never fade away until the heart stops beating and the last breath is taken.

When the world says "give up", hope whispers "try one more time"…


Cutting isn't the answer...buts its my only solution.

Scars are like tattoos but with better stories…


Life isn't a fairy tale...We all won't live happily-ever-after.

I know I shouldn't live in the past. But where else can I go? I’m scared the future will just be worse

"I've discovered a secret to life. What you need is just to find somebody else who can fill that deep aching hole inside that you are always trying to kick dirt over and pretend isn't there."

"‘We just have to accept that people are going to stay in our hearts even when they don't stay in our lives.'"

"It was too hard to fall in love with someone, learn all of their quirks and passions, assume you'd spend the rest of your life with them, and then suddenly have them snatched away forev
er."