Ik pari ko dekha hai...

Aaine me utarkar uske aks ko dekha hai,
maine dil me utarkar uski mohabbat ko dekha hai,
uske hothon se fisalkar uski muskaan ko dekha hai,
aankhon me rehkar uske aansuon ko dekha hai,
ye koi khwaab nahi hai,main sach kehta hu,
maine isi zameen par ik pari ko dekha hai...

 

 

Dua me samakar uski,maine khuda ko dekha hai,
raaton me uske haseen sapnon ko dekha hai,
uske dil ki gehraai me ek achhai ko dekha hai,
uske chehre ke noor me uski khudai ko dekha hai,
koi kissa ya kahaani nahi,main sach kehta hu,
maine zameen par utri ik pari ko dekha hai...

 

 

Maine ik chandni raat me uski tanhaayi ko dekha hai,
uski baaton me ek bachhe ki sachhai ko dekha hai,
uske gusse me maine ik bebasi ko dekha hai,
aur mohabbat me uski maine ik jannat ko bhi dekha hai,
apne haathon ki lakeeron ko dekhkr yakeen nahi hota,
par sach kehta hu,maine apne naseeb me us pari ko dekha hai,
maine zameen par aayi us pari ko dekha hai.....

Chaand ki Khwahish

Aj na jaane kyu guzre hue lamhon ne dastak di hai,
Maine itihaas ke vo panne uthaane ki himmat ki hai,
In harfon me se meri mohabbat ki khushboo aati hai,
Aur ye mehak meri aankhon ko kuch nam sa kr jaati hai,
Un dino ki ek alag h subha hua krti thi,
Tujhse bas ek mulakaat ki dua har dhadkan meri bhrti thi,
In aankhon se is rooh ko jb bhi tera deedar hota tha,
Har baar se jaada, kuch aur zaada tujhse pyaar hota tha,
Tere chle jaane k baad ye nadaan dil sochta tha,
Tujhe saamne aakr izhaar krne ki himaat khud me tatolta tha,
Us waqt bas is ek hi baat k ehsaas se thoda sukuun mann me khilta,
Chaand ko bas dekhr khush rehna pdta hai, ye kisi bhi insaan ko apne naseeb me nahi milta....

Dosti aur Mohabbat

Log kehte hain,dosti aadmi ko jeena aur mohabbat use marna sikhati hai...
Sach hai,vo mohabbat hi hai jo aadmi ko saatve aasmaan pr le jaati hai,
Par vo dosti hi hai jo vahan se girkr tuutne par bhi use uthna sikhati hai...
Vo mohabbat hi hai jo aankhon me kabhi chamak to kabhi nami laati hai,
Aur vo dosti hi hai jo un aansuon ko ponchna sikhati hai...
Vo mohabbat h hai jisme aadmi sab kuch luta deta hai,
Aur vo dosti hi to hai jo use har cheez ki ahmiat btati hai...
Jeevan k do pehlu hai dono,ek na ho to dusri kaam aati hai...
Aur ek bhi na ho to zindagi bematlab ho jaati hai...
Par jise dono mil jaaye,uski zindagi to kya,masha allah,maut bhi haseen ho jaati hai...​

Acceptance is our only Salvation-Part 1

The concept of love is tricky. Most of the people who know it seem to think that they get it, that they understand it but that is a mere illusion because it is what actually gets to them, to all of them, sooner or later. All the people who have loved know the pain of losing. There is hardly anyone I have come across who has loved and not lost. Without the pain of losing, the joy of love is really hard to savour. The feeling of knowing that someone out there loves the things you do, the way you do them, the reasons you do them and in turn feeling the same way about someone is seemingly one of the most ethereal forms of emotion that we people get a chance to experience but this does not come that easy, it has certain harsh realities associated with itself just like there is always a terms and conditions apply clause in every agreement you come across. 

The biggest mistake we humans do is take this fact as a given that if we love someone like there is no one else in the world but them, they will do it too for us. Well I guess this is the mistake most humans make and the reason we do this is simple, when we care for someone, we tend to feel that we deserve the same care from them. This is not what love entails. Love does not mean that if you give, you are bound to get. It simply implies that you can give all you want but there is no point in expecting the same. If that were the case, the world would be an ideal place with no space for any kind of sorrow or grief. When we expect the reciprocation of our love from someone, all we are doing is binding ourselves to the attached sadness because this will always be uncertain. The person you love may not even be aware of it and even if aware, each of us function in a different way so there is no telling what or whom the other person admires. That is the reason I believe that acceptance is our only salvation.

 

To love someone is a joy to feel and to be loved back is the eternal bliss everyone talks about. But the other mistake people make is that they feel that Love in their hearts will last forever and nothing is powerful enough to make it go away. That is something that needs correction and the sooner the better. The problem with some of us is that we bind ourselves to this feeling for a lifetime and we get so used to telling ourselves that we love someone that even if actually we hate everything about them at some point later in time, our heart will never accept this simply because it does not identify this emotion as a possible consequence. The reason behind this is cloaking. Every human being puts a cloak on to hide his true self, not just from the world, but themselves at times. That is why there are times when we fail to identify ourselves, let alone someone else. This cloak prevents us from knowing the true image of a person and we begin to love this perceived image, this false persona that does not exist in reality. Now when you get to actually know someone from close quarters, this outer cloak begins to fade away and we begin to understand that it was all a lie. That is when that feeling tends to diminish as well and that is exactly when we go into denial mode....to be contd....

Broken Strings...

I was down and I was there,just sat down to let it sink,
They said its okay,life doesnt stop with all these things,
I  knew just pain,self destruction,drove ME to the brink,
They said just move on and welcome all that life with it brings,
I was lost,heard it all and thought,ok,I ll give this a chance,
They said the pain will pass,it hasnt coz the wound still stings..
I tried it all,time since then has been just a blur or a state of trance,
They said I ll forget,I havent,its all afresh even after 3 full springs,
I wanna ask all who said let it go,u do knw,but u did not feel it all,
Show me how u fly,oh wait,do that after I take away ur wings!!
Give urself a fall,u cnt rise from,come teach me how to then walk tall,
U asked me to let go and listen to the song that life to us all sings,
Walk a mile down that road and then u might know the me that u see,
Trust me when I say,try all u want,u can never play a song on broken strings...
U can keep on tryin till u want,but u can never play again on broken strings....

Hmaare aansuon ki keemat bas itni si hui,
Vo ik rumaal haathon me thama kar chal diye,
Jinke chehre pe muskaan laane ka khyaal rkhke hmne soche bina kadam angaaron pe rakh diye,
Vo ye kehkr alvida keh gye k muaaf kr dena agar koi khata hui!!!

A thot at 3 am

Ye sochkr apne dil k darwaaze band kr diye the humne,
Is zaalim dunia ki nafrat se mehfuuz ye ho jaega...
Tum aaye zindagi me to ehsaas hua,
Sang isi k kisi k pyaar se b to mehruum ye reh jaega...
Aj fir usi mod pe aa khada hua hu,
Kuch cheezein bas badal gyi hain...
Tab bas aansuon ka sahara tha,
Aj in aankhon me kuch haseen yaadein bhi chamakti hain...
Tab tumhare saamne ashk bha dia krte the...
Aj tumhare liye ye boondein andheron me damakti hain...
Tab tanhaayi ka dard tumhe sunaya krte the...
Aj sannaaton se tumhari baatein kia krte hain...
Dua me tab bhi tum h the,aj bhi tumhara h zikr khuda se kia krte hain...
Tab sawaal tumhari khushi ka krte the,aj tumhara saath paane ki ichha bhi zaahir kr dete hain...
Duur tab bhi the tum hmse,paas aj bhi nahi...
Tb sirf apne pyaar me dehelte the,
Aj tumhare pyaar me beete kuch lamhe bhi jala jaaya krte hain...
Anjaan tum tb bhi the,ilm tumhe aj bhi nahi...
Tb tumse haal e dil me apne ishq ka ehsaas chupaya krte the...
Aj dard e dil me tumhari judai k gham par ek muskaan ka parda daal dia krte hain...
Khyaalon me waqt bitaane ki aadat to hamesha se hai hme..
Aj fir aise h ek khyaal ne ye sab likhva dia...
Tb is kahaani k aakhri harf ki talaash ki bechaini me duube rehte the...
Aj tumse duuri ne hme is afsaane k anjaam tk pahuncha dia...