Monday, November 14, 2011

A thot at 3 am

Ye sochkr apne dil k darwaaze band kr diye the humne,
Is zaalim dunia ki nafrat se mehfuuz ye ho jaega...
Tum aaye zindagi me to ehsaas hua,
Sang isi k kisi k pyaar se b to mehruum ye reh jaega...
Aj fir usi mod pe aa khada hua hu,
Kuch cheezein bas badal gyi hain...
Tab bas aansuon ka sahara tha,
Aj in aankhon me kuch haseen yaadein bhi chamakti hain...
Tab tumhare saamne ashk bha dia krte the...
Aj tumhare liye ye boondein andheron me damakti hain...
Tab tanhaayi ka dard tumhe sunaya krte the...
Aj sannaaton se tumhari baatein kia krte hain...
Dua me tab bhi tum h the,aj bhi tumhara h zikr khuda se kia krte hain...
Tab sawaal tumhari khushi ka krte the,aj tumhara saath paane ki ichha bhi zaahir kr dete hain...
Duur tab bhi the tum hmse,paas aj bhi nahi...
Tb sirf apne pyaar me dehelte the,
Aj tumhare pyaar me beete kuch lamhe bhi jala jaaya krte hain...
Anjaan tum tb bhi the,ilm tumhe aj bhi nahi...
Tb tumse haal e dil me apne ishq ka ehsaas chupaya krte the...
Aj dard e dil me tumhari judai k gham par ek muskaan ka parda daal dia krte hain...
Khyaalon me waqt bitaane ki aadat to hamesha se hai hme..
Aj fir aise h ek khyaal ne ye sab likhva dia...
Tb is kahaani k aakhri harf ki talaash ki bechaini me duube rehte the...
Aj tumse duuri ne hme is afsaane k anjaam tk pahuncha dia...

2 comments:

  1. wow! such painful thoughts!
    I wish your love understands you soon bro.

    But don't you think, even after people get their love, it's not "ALL GooD"?

    Their are many more problems.

    At this moment, you only have memories and your own feelings, but once the feelings get mutual, the probable pain also get's two-fold.
    That pain can be even worse.

    It's one thing to know that your love is not with you, and another to know that even though it's with you, things are not good.

    well enough pessimism for 2dy, but it's just the way life is. (Mostly)

    and BTW.. great Hindi

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  2. @kushal...i totally agree wid u bro...n thnxx fr d appreciation...though wat u said in d begginin...its way past all of dat...these all are just after thots...

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